You are the reason I've been waiting so long. It's not wrong to keep searching for the reason for all of this, but it's a mistake, I think, that it's all intentional. The abyss between I Believe and What Is is that some perfect being made it possible for me to scribble this. It's just not reasonable to gloss over adaptation if you're capable of something beyond consciousness. Oh, by the way, I dislike using boobies as an expression of what the Creator intended to serve as a functional sustenance giving apparatus and can you see the irony here? Alanis never intended Jagged to make an issue over irony but I do. I make what I take and that equals awareness. You are the reason and were sent to be the answer. So if your consciousness only extends to being awake then your reason is still out there. A guy named Art Arfons put a jet engine on a dragster and went 576 MPH but at the drag strip he and his Green Monster needed a running start to compete for quarter mile races. It was ugly. Point being once you have the reason, be careful of where you place your heart. That and always let grace unhook the velvet cordon.