Now in Vienna there's ten pretty women
There's a shoulder where Death comes to cry
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And I'll dance with you in Vienna
I'll be wearing a river's disguise
The hyacinth wild on my shoulder,
My mouth on the dew of your thighs
And I'll bury my soul in a scrapbook,
With the photographs there, and the moss
~Leonard Cohen

Perved Take This Waltz again by watching the shower scene in slo-mo. By having Margot come to him, Daniel reminded me of me - would have hustled her passive aggressively if she backed out for as long as it took. That she came back and then looked back wondering how it might have been if she remained loyal is where Margot and I differ. She cried at sunbeams in her path, I cry because I never stopped spontaneous tears from boyhood. It is a signal emotion and it makes non-cryers uncomfortable. I cried today because Run To Me by the Bee Gees made me. In solitude it means whatever I want it to mean. Like letting the light in. How you love your family is a signal emotion, too - don't be qualifying it with distancing behavior. When you follow your dream it defines your familiness quotient regardless of how you feel inside. That's Ok as long as it's not the reason you tear up. Let me be clear about this, doctor - I used to shimmy like my sister G and because I learned about romance too well, I chose Daniel over Lou, too. The 20 year streak is still running, how about that?