Three day weekends let you extend the performanceless R & R just so the light comes in just right. It came in the form of realizing that after the data has been crunched, the biorhythmic autopsy reveals the elusive answer to "what's the underlying root cause of mine?": nothing at all. Seriously? If you become the character, you make it your own. Doesn't matter if it's untested or derivative, it always affords you of the luxury of having what is actually going on seem like it's happening to the you outside of you and next to you. Critiquing to stop the leaking. It's OK to scrape when you can and absorb when compelling. It's also not what someone else is telling you it is. If I'm not as self-secure as I'd like to be, the self-esteem pulls me along to let me isolate the hologram, determine where it adds value then show gratitude for having that trait instead of geeking out on it. This and other postings will be my notes taken along the zipline of 'bezzlement. All the contract matter is done. The really good stuff begins when this started. Never having to be critiqued except for my own is cherry.