The pendulum of the mind alternates between sense and nonsense, not between right and wrong.~ Carl Jung

Why do we get to play ourselves in our dreams? Last night was nonsense - family members, an ex, dogs barking, friend acting out of character, a departed loved one confessing a need for eye surgery, an exaggerated boner while in bed with her and a friend - nonsense. I awoke with that fear I used to have as a kid after one more nightmare. Must be anxiety about Home Alone 3// inserted here to offset the extended Paul dance tomorrow. Banking on reasoning here - so what if it's a muddled mishmash of my own biases and fears. If not reason, then what - tea leaves, divine intervention or gasp!? That adrenalized state is unnerving so TYSJ for the comfort of reasoning. Some sleep and getting it into proportions was like rowing clear of the rocky shore.

To-Do list for the week
1) these cracked ears - start w/ Dr. Teal's soak
2) restart the exercise maybe 5 5 100
See if knocking off 4-5 lbs. makes a difference
3) Calls - Rom, G & J text Lor
4) Ameliorate the chagrin-see above
5)Bask in the bodice of extended awareness - no rethinking this list or even wander close to problem solving thinking. And the 11th commandment here is Don't hurt yourself